Cuckold

I believe this title already tells you it all. But to not end it here, I will unfold a little more.

Family and luxury were the main goals of a regular masculine being, but through regular means they turned out to be mutually exclusive.

A dream of consumption. Maisa Pravo is a goddess, a dream, an international-level actress who would fit right into Blacked or Cuckold Sessions, or run her own channel like Russian QOS and Lordmaria.

She takes bookings, and every now and then I check whether she happens to be in Rio de Janeiro. Who knows. The other five hundred are me having free time I can escape to, which is rare for me, and that makes me miss those opportunities whenever they pop up here.

I had been following Queen Mellzn for about a year. Her curves make me feel small, and every photo turns up the heat. Months earlier we managed a quick call; the geography made a meeting impossible then, but she promised she visited Rio often. I kept watching, hoping it was more than sweet talk.

About a month ago I noticed her tour calendar and saw Rio on the list. I marked the dates, shuffled my own schedule, and crossed my fingers. On the eve of our planned Saturday session everything collapsed,obligations consumed the day. We regrouped, settled on Sunday, and committed to “whatever it takes.”

I was in a relationship with a Domme for some months when a subject was put on the table. She was literally talking with her friends at a pub’s table about penis sizes when someone subtly complimented black ones, and I noticed my girlfriend unobtrusively agreed in silence. Soon, we will return to this subject. After a while, when I was scouting her at her house, I got the confidence to ask what she thought about and to my surprise, she confessed her taste for black ones, even telling me one of her experiences. At that time, I had erectile problems due to my addiction to femdom movies. I got used to not penetrating a woman but just lick. And in my mind, that was ok at that time. I had bought an idea of femdom that implicitly says, “penis isn’t important”. But It is a matter for another post, so let’s go back to the story. We said goodbye, and returning home, I eagerly searched on the Internet for a kind of porn I had never been interested in before. The tags BBC and cuckold had become frequent in my porn search until then.

Probably, you already know what I found. Some images were permanently imprinted on my mind. Maybe those scenes are common these days. I have noticed that cuckold is becoming one of the more popular tropes in porn, and perhaps in real life too. Some of my classics:

A short black woman I met on FetLife. Her profile said domme, but cuckoldry was what truly moved her, and that was what I was looking for at the time. Still, I felt, and still feel, that she wanted more than I was willing to give. She talked about us travelling together and rehearsed an intimacy that, from where I stood, had no room inside her marriage. The discomfort grew with every message, because I feared walking into a ground that wasn’t ours alone. I had just come out of the relationship with Luana, and the weight of it still followed me around.

I met her on Sexlog. I was convinced I was a person with broken desires and that I should go looking for someone who understood that and was at peace with it, someone with whom we could live the cuckold and hotwife lifestyle. Sexlog seemed perfect for that. It happened a little after Rafaela, and this time I made sure the idea was not a professional relationship.

Nick was a gothic redhead I dated, I think I dated, for about 8 months. I met her on the way to a BDSM party, and she was impossible not to notice: an hourglass figure, an incredible ass, and she knew she was extremely hot, that almost everyone would want to eat her. With corsets she got even better, pushing her soft curves to where they’d be valued.

She was the first woman who talked openly about cuckoldry, big dicks and BBC with me. We swapped inversion porn and even made a profile on UOL Friends, something like that, trying to find someone. We went to BDSM and gothic parties together.

A naughty one too, and a civilian. I think I met her on Orkut, in a group for people who enjoy being cuckolds, something like that. We talked a lot online and had a single meeting, where I went down on her a great deal, but I couldn’t get hard until she gave me a “ground wire”, a finger up my ass. Something was breaking inside me.