Luana: The Sexlog Match
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Context
- How we met: Sexlog
- Her role: ex-girlfriend
- Dynamic: hotwife, cuckold, threesome
- First encounter: 2017, after Rafaela
- How it ended: she was unreliable, I learned a hard lesson
- Vibe: wild, destructive, incredible
How We Met#
I met her on Sexlog. I was convinced I was a person with broken desires and that I should go looking for someone who understood that and was at peace with it, someone with whom we could live the cuckold and hotwife lifestyle. Sexlog seemed perfect for that. It happened a little after Rafaela, and this time I made sure the idea was not a professional relationship.
The Games#
She was the wildest and the one who made me lose the most. We came from different worlds, united only by sex. The fact that she was my first really wild girlfriend made me try so hard before giving up on the case as lost. I had ended a relationship of about a year and a half where I was the wild one, so I decided to seek someone in the same vibe.
She was a mulata who loved fucking gringos and older men. Now I suspect she was working as an escort, at least before we lived together. Once she traveled to São Paulo and came back with several accessories, including a realistic black dildo. She had her own contacts . at this time we entered a very strong cuckold dynamic. They were received at home and everything.
The Experiences#
My arousal shifted entirely to the role she assigned me. I had incredible experiences that I am still aroused by today. Like when she made me lick her ass in the shower after he confessed to me that he had been with her more than 20 times . I wonder if that’s even real. Or like when, in the middle of fucking her, she showed me from her phone a video of herself sucking a cock.
There were also threesomes with friends. One with the geography teacher Raquel and a friend, where we took hot showers together and the two women sat on me while they kissed each other, and she adjusted the friend’s ass so it fit well on my face. Another with our friend Janaina T., where she ate the other woman with a lot of force . I felt a certain malice, and I think today I’d be more careful. Despite the pleasure of everyone, I felt there was deliberate harm there that I would have intervened in now.
The End#
Our last experience was with a well-endowed muscular man . something I had wanted to do for a long time, but she always backed out the night before. Looking back, I understand that my frustration was showing too much after a while, to the point where I no longer got excited about certain provocative declarations, because I knew she’d find a way to cancel at the end. In the final days I was reaching the conclusion that we were very different, and that our couple agreement no longer made sense, including in the sexual aspect, in the little that united us. I felt extremely used for being with someone who was completely comfortable, used to getting whatever she wanted through sexual games.
The After#
After that and self-reflection, I understood that my paraphilias were preventing me from finding a good partner. I was distancing myself from good women out of shame and fear of not being welcomed, and pornography was largely the cause.