Swinger

I met her on Sexlog. I was convinced I was a person with broken desires and that I should go looking for someone who understood that and was at peace with it, someone with whom we could live the cuckold and hotwife lifestyle. Sexlog seemed perfect for that. It happened a little after Rafaela, and this time I made sure the idea was not a professional relationship.

She was the wildest and the one who made me lose the most. We came from different worlds, united only by sex. The fact that she was my first really wild girlfriend made me try so hard before giving up on the case as lost. I had ended a relationship of about a year and a half where I was the wild one, so I decided to seek someone in the same vibe.

Everything she lacked in her face she made up for in her body. We walked around downtown Rio and everyone stared, maybe at the contrast between the tall black woman and the skinny white guy next to her. She was a swinger, insanely hot, and possibly my first civilian encounter. I was full of pornographic ideas back then, we talked about inversion, but I had never actually experienced any of it — using panties, swinging, all that. I think it was fashionable then, that thong thing with Beckham.

Shana was one of my biggest failures. She had that clipped hip-hop black girl hair and the body to match. When the opportunity finally came, I disappointed her =). She even surprised me by buying a thong for me, which was quite exciting — not only did she make me wear it, but she pulled it up so it was really tight, like a hussy, and it made my dick hard. But maybe because it was the first time, I let myself be delivered to passivity and couldn’t flip the switch to be active with her.